God is LOVE <3

Posted 5:30 AM | Tuesday, June 07, 2005

haiz..read e msg history last night..kinda miss e times when u used to talk to me..y did i not treasure wad i had n come to regret now..u used to say tt ur mum thinks tt everything in life is abt studyin..but y r u followin her footsteps now?..haiz..we used to haf a gr8 time..y cant it be brought back..i really do miss u..i used to deny missin u when we talked..but now i really do..i jus wanted to hide my feelins frm u..haiz..wad haf i done wrong..y mus u make me so miserable..not bein able to talk to u really breaks my heart..are e tears shed for u really worth it..i dunno..but im sure i will wait on for u..if u like some1 else..jus tell me..but pls..talk to me..i wan e whole u back..issit jus so hard..haiz..i used to tease u abt her when u told me u liked me..i really regret it now..i noe it breaked ur heart..im so sorry..i really din mean to..cudnt things be like last yr?..y e sudden change in u?i really dun wan tt..all e things u said were all lies,werent they?..y r u ignoring me now..i dunno wad to do..haiz..even as im typin now..tears are rollin down..y?y?y?.. i can coomunicate so well wif u..y mus u leave me all alone?..haiz..i jus wanna talk to u like we used to..n nth more..wad is so difficult abt tt..haiz..u used to say u missed me..cant things be like b4?..i really cant forget u..n i regret not meetin u last dec jus becos i din wan to..u were lookin forward to meetin me..but i jus din wan to..y?y?y? y was i so stupid..haiz..i really cant stop thinkin abt u..when will u eva talk to me again..haiz..missin ya..

*sTh niCE wiTh loVE*