God is LOVE <3

stupid me
Posted 6:15 PM | Friday, July 29, 2005

y am i so stupid..talked to him but i couldnt think of anything else to say..except askin him abt Os..stupid me..stupid me..am i really so useless..n his replies were all short n sweet answers..where is e old him?..is he really gone?..i jus dun understand wad is gg on..n im really puzzled by how much he has changed.........................am i really stupid?..likin some1 who seems so far away..even though spore is such a small country,seein him is jus so impossible..haiz..i guess it all voices down to fate..

wads so diff abt getting him to talk?..haiz..im jus scared tt he will speak to me coldly..y am i sufferin like tt..when can i ever break free frm all these..y?..y?..y e sudden change in him..n i really mean SUDDEN..y did he do tt to me?..haiz..memories of him will last forever..tears frm my eyes will also be for him..e scar on my heart is too big to eva recover..i wonder when will he eva talk to me like he used to?..

*deepp cut on my heart+

scrabble practice
Posted 4:56 PM | Wednesday, July 27, 2005

haha..oops..it so happened tt i didnt add anything then i pressed e ENTER key..how stupid of me..
today was scrabble pratice..was kinda boring..but overall it was ok..haha..this sat gg for this study seminar..lookin forward to learning more things..n mayb i can go for shi ping's service after tt..haha..then next sat gg for e scrabble competition..its frm 8to5..can u imagine tt..such a long time lor..OMG..haha..wonder where it is held..hope its st. gabs..pls..pls...hehe..*winks*..wellwell..lookin forward to these events..

must go study now...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ive come to a decision..=)
Posted 7:16 PM | Tuesday, July 26, 2005

so many things haf happened..its like..wow..time really flies..now ive come to a decision..if i really like him, i should jus pluck up my courage n talk to him..whether he rejects talkin to me or not..i should try..haiz..KAMBATEI..n i wish him all e best..he has given me e most memorable experience n i will nv forget it..although ive jus seen him once..there was a magical connection btw us.. i jus wanna shout..I LOVE U,"with love"...

todya was shi ping's bdae..so happy tt she liked e bag n "book of memories"....it was worth all e hard work...HAPPY BDAE,SHI PING...=)

Posted 9:46 PM | Saturday, July 16, 2005

frm left:dee,ping,me,ms yew,lin,jacq

borrowed a costume frm mags..THANKS mags..hehe..ytd was really fun..we took pics n wow..it was really eye-catchin to see ALMOST e whole sch in traditional costumes..had to wear e costume+PE t-shirt+uniform(for Olvl Chi LC)..wow..haha..so it was kinda tirin to keep changing..but well..its all over now wasnt it?..(above)tt was e pic taken wif ms yew..frm left:dee,ping,me,ms yew,lin,jacq..its nice isnt it?..so colourful..

then we had LC..haha..it was kinda ok n kinda interestin to hear it bein broadcasted on radio..symphony 92.4 ..i think everyone in Spore could hear it..was kinda exciting..was in trepidation..wellwell..

a word of advice for andrew:NEVER PROCLAIM TT U CHEATED IF U DID NOT..this is chi Olvls..ull nv noe how serious it can get..well..but if ur conscience is clear..then u got nth to fear..jus pray..God will noe wad u haf done n if u really cheated..u haf sinned..jus go to God n he will take away ur sins..jus make sure u dun eva blurt out such nonsense in future..i wish u all e best..

phew..it was an exciting day..i will nv forget this bunch of frens when i grow up..

had a very very fun time ytd..i nv wanna forget it..pray tt i willl keep in contact wif my frens n pray tt everything will go fine for them..i pray tt God will be their light in darkness n a light tt lights their path n mine TOO!!..frens foreva..

emergency exercise today!!~~
Posted 3:16 PM | Thursday, July 07, 2005

today was emergency exercise..only had two lessons-eng n chi..cos it took up almost e whole day..then went to e hall..we were like relivin e past..all e boys n gals started talkin n playin childish games..hahaha..n finally..e unpredictable n 'kind' mrs sng let us off early!!!..can u actually believe tt?we were all cheerin n shoutin..haha..then went to eat wif my frens..im so lucky tt my oral is over..woohoo..haha...

deb asked me to join e scrabble competition.. actually i really hope tt i can see him at e competition..haiz..really wanna see him jus one more time..really really miss him..i dun even dare to wish him good luck for his exams..for fear of him treatin me badly..but wad can i do?haiz..im really really at a lost..dunno wad to do

oral today..
Posted 8:35 PM | Wednesday, July 06, 2005

OMG..i freaked out..today was oral n i forgot to say some things..ah!!!haha..was so scary lor..guess it was jus me..haha..but e passage was kinda easy...whEw..its finally finally over..a sigh of relief..can eat all those heaty stuff already..haf been abstainin frm it b4 e oral..

really really wanna talk to him..miss him

OMG..was invited to Rachel's weddin..duno whether im gg n wad to wear..haha..CONFUSED..

dunno wad to write..shall enter a longer one another day..

gg to start muggin...muggin..muggin..

+missin him to bits+

sat morning~
Posted 11:58 AM | Saturday, July 02, 2005

feelin so sian...woohoo..dad came back frm e hospital on thurs..n his temper is gettin frm back to worst..OMG..haiz..haha..gg study now..