God is LOVE <3

Posted 10:04 PM | Friday, November 30, 2007

had great great fun at val's house.
go see her blog to see e pics(:
i stayed over while e rest went home.
we did facial masks(:
wheeee(:

had an eventful week.
so full that i had no time to breathe.

mon-golden horse award to try prom dress n acc tham to e doc
no success in finding it.
tues-val's house
stayed over
wed-J&C bridal in chinatown to try prom dress.
helped jacq w her project.
FOUND MY PROM DRESS(:
thurs-cg in e afternoon.
then went home to change n went to adecco for interview for my temp jobs.
2 job offers n both of em interviewed me
then met stella at eunos(:
went city hall.
ate then went to suntec. bought donuts
FRENCH MANICURE(:
pretty pretty nails.
fri-supposed to meet amos.but changed to tues.

found out prom table is diagonal frm his.
why?when i so wanna avoid him.
breaking up was diff.
now meeting him is even worse
haiz.

LOVES* at val's house(:

Posted 12:52 PM | Sunday, November 25, 2007

i really wanted to go for class gathering :(
long story.
honestly,i was really really angry.
but whatever,its over.
whats done cannot be undone.
had great fun at service and pri sch bball gathering
and jenn's house
lazy to blog.
no mood also :(

Posted 7:35 PM | Monday, November 19, 2007

last ppr last ppr last ppr last ppr
cant wait cant wait to PARTAYE!!!!!!!!(:

loo and tham came over e other day.
we studied chem then played stress!!!!
then we went to e park downstairs to play e swing.
hehe(:

nostalgia night on 16th was gr8
met up w my pri sch frens(:
it was great!!(:
then all of us went to macs.
me and yao left early and jelvin and weeshuin joined us.
then we 4 tpjcians had so much fun talkin and teasing each other while they sent me home(:
thank God for e time.

celebrated my cousin's bdae on sat
and went for dinner at geylang w my aunt,uncle and grandparents and my lil sis who was an angel tt night.
while daddy and mummy went for a wedding dinner.
FUN FUN FUN(:

LAST PPR PPL
give it ur all.
LAST PPR LAST PPR LAST PPR!!

and argh.im in need of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.

Posted 10:55 AM | Thursday, November 15, 2007

a reply to tham's tag(:

this kind of scheming to bring me closer to God is GOOD(:

but what is scary is tt kind of scheming.

you know who im talkin abt right?

anyways i really wonder whether this ordeal will make me stronger or make me struggle.

its scary what one can do.

shes really not someone whom you can afford to offend.

the things she does and e things that she can do is really unthinkable.

there are many things that many do not know abt her.

and they seriously would not wanna know.

things that she did to her friends.

the rumours that she spread.

one example is a secret that she told me and a fren abt A.

she actually told A and accused B of tellin a whole grp of ppl.

and now A realises who is e one telling e truth.

and A was angry at B for 'telling'.

seriously,these are e sort of things that ppl can do and why they do such things really puzzle me.

anyways,frm what i hear,shes telling untruths abt C to other ppl.

WHY WHY WHY?

why is she doing these when these ppl are her frens.

i seriously wouldnt anyhow accuse someone w/o concrete proof.

but e thing is now, i have concrete proof of what she did to me.
and im really disappointed that she doesnt even wanna admit it.

yes,its sth that happened so long ago.

but e way she pretended to be accused was really ARGH.

i really really wan her to change.
after all,we've been frens.

but i dun see how that will happen.

and i can only pray for her.

seriously,her frens are leaving her one by one.

why doesnt she see what she has done wrong.

and you know what my daddy said?

there are worst ppl in e workforce.

i dun even know whether im ready for that.

seriously,some ppl may not know what she has done.

and still believe what she says.

i guess e truth abt her should be kept btw jus a few ppl.

and those who really saw thru her.

hopefully she doesnt push her luck too far.

ive learnt and im really glad for this experience.

but it really hurts when u think abt it.

and now im really scared abt what she could have spread.

bcos she really is unpredictable.

things like these we have to experience and see to actually believe it happens in real life.

and seriously,i thought these kinda things only happened in dramas.

we have to be careful of what we do and say to her.

bcos you dunno what she might do.

this is an advice from someone who knows her really really well.

i hope im readdy for e challenges that e workforce has for me.

but HEY.

im in e midst of taking my As.

what am i talkin?

its still a long way more b4 i work.

and there could be more ppl like that in uni.

LUCKILY they make up e minority.

okies.this is e last time im gonna blog abt this issue and this person.

i promise it will be e last.

let it continue to be a bad memory.

and a learning experience.

and I will not be bothered by e things she could say and do.

bcos my true frens will stand right by me and bring me thru it.

i have frens who really care.

and those who believe in me no matter what rumours there are,

are really my true frens.

remember,anyone could be a victim of these rumours.

but it is impt to stay strong and know that there are ppl who care.

most impt,God cares and He will not leave us alone!!

He will walk w us and carry us thru it.

PRAISE E LORD(:

enough of my ranting.

time to get on with more impt things in life(:

oh yeah.

LOO may be coming my house to study later.

yawns.MCQ.

*dances*

more pprs.

WOOLALA.

and yay.finally,dinner w tuition buds and chia in dec.

so long alr!!

miss em so much and chia who has jus gotten his license is driving us out.

and i SO WANNA DO STH TO MY HAIR!!

celebrating this BABE's bdae str8 after phy ppr cos this lucky girl has to fly off at night.

gg overseas.

HAHA.cant wait.

LOVES*

Posted 6:57 PM | Wednesday, November 14, 2007

haiya.
WHATEVER la
ANYTHING lor.
funny how ppl can come up w drinks liddat.
ok.lame.

oh yes.i have a shepherd.
guess who is it?
SHAN RUI!!!(((:
i think God really has a plan.
i used to reject her invitations to church.
and now,
im her sheep.
WONDERFUL ISNT IT?

2 pprs more!!!

HAHA.
you should see e look on LOO's face when i passed her e ENERGY newsppr cutting.
PRICELESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

and yay!!!
after As can go out w shan rui,mich tham,mich loo,val,kim,and EVERYONE.
oh and naz and debb sim and charlene.
the list goes on!!!(((:
LOVES****
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
ppr 1s left
LALALALALLALAALALALAL
cant wait for church camp.

I AM LOVED.
shall not care abt things happening ard me anymore and focus on e ppl who care.
LOVE MY FAMILY LOVE MY FRIENDS.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Posted 4:40 PM | Monday, November 12, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JIAYI (((:
10/11/2007

sorry,abit belated

..................................................
start of randomness(:

you know what?
choices we make have consequences.

DID YOU KNOW WHY SS WAS TAUGHT IN SEC SCH?
and they made it compulsory.
it is to teach us to qns the source.
whether e person or thing is reliable or not.
based on our feelings,knowledge of e source.
if someone unreliable comes along.
would we believe whatever he/she says abt another person?
thats e qns.
many a time, we believe anything anyone says.
and opinions abt e victim is changed.
when e victim was wrongly accused.
some ppl are just so scheming and have the ability to fool people.

as long as we do nth wrong.
theres nth to fear.
abt how others see us and what others think abt us.
if others are blind enough to not notice who is speaking e truth,
then let them be

i may have made a wrong choice of frens and have paid deeply for it.
but its time to move on.
it has made me stronger.
and im glad e frens i have NOW are e ones who will bring me closer to God
THANK YOU
they are e unscheming ones.
as for e scheming one,i will keep a dist but still be a fren.
now i know who i can trust and who i cant.
hopefully he/she will learn and go on e right track from now.

end of RANDOMNESS.
....................................................................
4 more pprs to go.

Posted 8:56 PM | Saturday, November 03, 2007

.TRUST.

i trust everyone.
but i no longer know the true meaning of trust.
today while studying for chem,
memories started flowing back.
is TRUST defined as
To Revenge Unscrupulously when friendship turns Sour Totally?
omg.i dunno what im talkin abt.
but Ya.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i hate bad experiences.
even if they were to make u stronger.
they really hurt.
trust?what is trust?
its sth tts so complicated yet so impt.
<i wonder how you blind ppl n make them ppl believe you are innocent.
i nv once doubted you.
I REALLY DUNNO WHAT MADE ME TRUST YOU.
am i plain stupid or just what ppl call me,innocent?
i dunno how i found in my heart,a heart to forgive you and still treat you so nicely.>
God took out hatred and put in love <3 size="5">SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
back to mugging.

LOVES TO ALL<3
TRUST IN HIM.
He will nv break His promises(=

signing off,
the self-proclaimed SWEETEST NING(((=
NIGHTS TO ALL