God is LOVE <3

Posted 10:55 AM | Thursday, November 15, 2007

a reply to tham's tag(:

this kind of scheming to bring me closer to God is GOOD(:

but what is scary is tt kind of scheming.

you know who im talkin abt right?

anyways i really wonder whether this ordeal will make me stronger or make me struggle.

its scary what one can do.

shes really not someone whom you can afford to offend.

the things she does and e things that she can do is really unthinkable.

there are many things that many do not know abt her.

and they seriously would not wanna know.

things that she did to her friends.

the rumours that she spread.

one example is a secret that she told me and a fren abt A.

she actually told A and accused B of tellin a whole grp of ppl.

and now A realises who is e one telling e truth.

and A was angry at B for 'telling'.

seriously,these are e sort of things that ppl can do and why they do such things really puzzle me.

anyways,frm what i hear,shes telling untruths abt C to other ppl.

WHY WHY WHY?

why is she doing these when these ppl are her frens.

i seriously wouldnt anyhow accuse someone w/o concrete proof.

but e thing is now, i have concrete proof of what she did to me.
and im really disappointed that she doesnt even wanna admit it.

yes,its sth that happened so long ago.

but e way she pretended to be accused was really ARGH.

i really really wan her to change.
after all,we've been frens.

but i dun see how that will happen.

and i can only pray for her.

seriously,her frens are leaving her one by one.

why doesnt she see what she has done wrong.

and you know what my daddy said?

there are worst ppl in e workforce.

i dun even know whether im ready for that.

seriously,some ppl may not know what she has done.

and still believe what she says.

i guess e truth abt her should be kept btw jus a few ppl.

and those who really saw thru her.

hopefully she doesnt push her luck too far.

ive learnt and im really glad for this experience.

but it really hurts when u think abt it.

and now im really scared abt what she could have spread.

bcos she really is unpredictable.

things like these we have to experience and see to actually believe it happens in real life.

and seriously,i thought these kinda things only happened in dramas.

we have to be careful of what we do and say to her.

bcos you dunno what she might do.

this is an advice from someone who knows her really really well.

i hope im readdy for e challenges that e workforce has for me.

but HEY.

im in e midst of taking my As.

what am i talkin?

its still a long way more b4 i work.

and there could be more ppl like that in uni.

LUCKILY they make up e minority.

okies.this is e last time im gonna blog abt this issue and this person.

i promise it will be e last.

let it continue to be a bad memory.

and a learning experience.

and I will not be bothered by e things she could say and do.

bcos my true frens will stand right by me and bring me thru it.

i have frens who really care.

and those who believe in me no matter what rumours there are,

are really my true frens.

remember,anyone could be a victim of these rumours.

but it is impt to stay strong and know that there are ppl who care.

most impt,God cares and He will not leave us alone!!

He will walk w us and carry us thru it.

PRAISE E LORD(:

enough of my ranting.

time to get on with more impt things in life(:

oh yeah.

LOO may be coming my house to study later.

yawns.MCQ.

*dances*

more pprs.

WOOLALA.

and yay.finally,dinner w tuition buds and chia in dec.

so long alr!!

miss em so much and chia who has jus gotten his license is driving us out.

and i SO WANNA DO STH TO MY HAIR!!

celebrating this BABE's bdae str8 after phy ppr cos this lucky girl has to fly off at night.

gg overseas.

HAHA.cant wait.

LOVES*