God is LOVE <3

Posted 1:01 AM | Saturday, February 23, 2008

P.S I LOVE YOU(:
super nice show.
i have the book as well(:
LOVE IT!!highly recommended(:

God,i feel like im falling:(
please let me feel it again.

not confident.
not confident at all.
not confident abt anything,abt everything.
uncle agony was right.
he hit it right on e spot.
i may act like i dun care.
but its hurting inside
underneath the smile lies this
i-am-so-not-happy person.
temptations exist.

learnt alot.
less anger.
less jealousy.
less flaring up.
but one thing still remains.
i cant trust anyone.
i still cant.
im struggling deep inside.
a life full of fear.
a life full of uncertainties.
with results coming out soon.
i cant help but think...
what is God's plan for me?
will it be good or bad?
bad so that it will be a learning process?
good so that i will feel blessed?
im scared.
really really scared.
i know i should have faith.

saw this guy at the old testament survey in church.
he looked exactly like my ex from the back.
i was shocked!
but this guy is actually from e filipino grp.
cant help but keep staring at his back view.

in the show P.S I LOVE YOU(:

Gerry said to Holly while holding her.
"I know what i want.Im holding it in my hands."
it was really sweet(:

this show tot me how to slowly let go.
let go of the people who are already not here.
memories that have passed a long long time.
those memories were there for a reason.
memories that have alr passed for a yr.
memories be they good or bad.
LET GO AND MOVE ON WITH LIFE.

the dimwit once said...
a good horse never eats backward grass.

today we celebrated elisha's bdae(:
will talk abt it in my next entry.
will post pics of my life too(:
meeting amos tmr(:
like FINALLY hor,kor(:

and meeting dee yao and ping on wed(:
LOVES*
cant wait.

good night(:
lotsa love,
ning <3