its been a roller coaster week,
with my emotions going up and down.
at times i will flare up.
thinking back,i think it was really dumb.

and yes,i know elisha had to put up with my bad temper when we went to shop for jacq's present.
SORRY ELISHA =)
you noe i still love you(:

and i have been not a very good salt and light at home.
:(
but during cg,on good friday,i suddenly had the view of bringing my family to IKEA,my treat.
cos we were talking abt tt during cg.
so i did just that.
i brought them to IKEA after unit meet(:
and we had a feast.
was very happy that God answered my prayers.
to mend the hostility btw me and my sis.
and to help me control my temper.
SO HAPPY.
things are so so so much better
i do get angry too.
but i can control it now.
ohmygod.
GOD IS SO GREAT.

i know now that wherever God decides to put me,
i will be happy bcos i am there for a reason.
nth is more impt than the kingdom of God(:

GOOD FRIDAY WAS GREAT,REALLY GREAT.
had lotsa fun and learnt lotsa things.

WORD FOR THOUGHT:
if Jesus did not die on the cross for us,being humiliated and mocked at,
will we still have GOOD FRIDAY?
many of us may be really happy that it is a holiday.
but do think,it has so much more significance than that.

service on sat was great!(:
as usual,service is always so interesting.
makes me wanna go back week after week,
always learning new things and finding more abt the love of God.
yesyesyes,there is an addition to our TPJC group(:
HUAN TING~
*claps*

really wanna thank God for a lot of things,
so many so many so many.
one example would be...
from someone who always spouts vulgarities when shes angry..blahblah...,
to someone so sweet(WAHAHAHA.cmon la.jus agree with me,ok?)


but its true,in many ways how God has changed me.
i wouldnt be who i am today without Him.


have been teaching my sis maths(:
and i really enjoy the fellowship.
this is another way God has changed me.
ppl who noe me will noe that i hate my sis.
and am v hostile towards her.
but now,im teaching her maths.
and am very patient with her.
WOW.see what God can do?
i really wanna be the sister that she can look up to.
when she has problems,she will come and look for me to confide in me.
i want to be this kind of sister.
although i have always wanted an elder sister or brother who would do the same for me,
i know tt its impossible.
so what i can do now is to give my sister what i cannot have.

Thank God for everything in my life.
(:
through the ups and downs,i know that He will be there for me.


something Kim said got me thinking.
Jesus could have gotten down from the cross when He was crucified with His powers.
why did He have to stay there for such a long time and be tortured and humiliated by His ppl.
the reason,my friend,is.......
He died for you and me.

and thats the reason im here for(:

to spread His word and tell ppl abt His love <3

and thats why im a happy girl(:

because of the love God gives me.

SHUNING IS A HAPPY GIRL(: