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Innofest at school~
Posted 5:33 PM | Wednesday, June 29, 2005

today was innofest at school n there were no lessons..was kinda fun way of learning..its crafted to fit e "teach less learn more" "motto"..they gave out souveniers in e end..its a very cute coaster..n everyone had lotsa fun..

daddy will be discharged tmr..n i hope everything goes finne wif him..

haiz..had a bad piano lesson today..nth was practically gg in n e things i used to remember cud not stay inside

on e way home..i was thinkin abt him..i really really miss him..i noe tt no matter wad i say,things will not change..n hopin to see him is like receivin $1million dollars..i guess its impossible ba..no matter how much i wana shout out loud..nth comes out..wantin to haf e frenship we once had after Os..is kinda impossible..

i feel like he used a knife to stab me in e heart..1000 times..10000 times..it hurts..e scar wiill always be there..although my heart can be mended..there will always be a scar..tt will last a lifetime..i guess i hafta wait.. n i noe it will be a long one..prob its jus fate..its fate tt we met..n its fate tt he left my life jus liddat..i guess we dun always get wad we want in life..n i wish him all e best..im glas e Lord let out paths cross n he in turn gave me such a wonderful frenship..i nv wanna forget him..

although i haf these feelings now..im sure tt when i look back 5yrs..10yrs later..i will think that its all but a silly infactuation tt will not last long...but i wanna hold on to e dream of seein him n talkin to him again..hopin tt he would be e same..

all i wanna say to him is:
"o levels is but a steppin stone tt all of us hafta go thru..but frens are foreva..i hope tt u will cherish me as a fren jus as i haf cherished u..i hope that u r happy n wish u all e best for ur O levels..ihope tt we will be e same after Os n that u will be my best fren again..no matter wad u do..i will be behind u..supportin u..dun eva forget me..go for ur dreams n do not be swayed by wad ur mum says..its ur life afterall..thanks for givin me such wonderful n painful memories..i will always keep u in my heart..n i hope u will too..our time spent together will be etched in my memories..u left foot prints in my life n im glad tt i noe a fren like u..u once liked me,but i nv did treasure u..now im regrettin it all..but i noe its too late..n time cant be turned back..it was like a fairytale..n u were e angel God sent to me..but now e angel has left..but i will try to be happy..n i hope u are happy too..as we each take a next step into e future,i hope that everything will go on smoothly..wishin all e best for u..thank u for leaving such memories..although all i wanted was to talk to u,i guess im jus contented wif hopin tt u r happy..thank u..thank u..(("v")) "