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stupid me
Posted 6:15 PM | Friday, July 29, 2005

y am i so stupid..talked to him but i couldnt think of anything else to say..except askin him abt Os..stupid me..stupid me..am i really so useless..n his replies were all short n sweet answers..where is e old him?..is he really gone?..i jus dun understand wad is gg on..n im really puzzled by how much he has changed.........................am i really stupid?..likin some1 who seems so far away..even though spore is such a small country,seein him is jus so impossible..haiz..i guess it all voices down to fate..

wads so diff abt getting him to talk?..haiz..im jus scared tt he will speak to me coldly..y am i sufferin like tt..when can i ever break free frm all these..y?..y?..y e sudden change in him..n i really mean SUDDEN..y did he do tt to me?..haiz..memories of him will last forever..tears frm my eyes will also be for him..e scar on my heart is too big to eva recover..i wonder when will he eva talk to me like he used to?..

*deepp cut on my heart+