God is LOVE <3

one more last paper n we are FREE
Posted 8:11 PM | Thursday, November 17, 2005

phew..last paper on tues(22nov)..this journey has been full of ups n downs..i haf so much to say..

b4 prelims,i broke up wif C..n way b4 prelims..i ignored A
haiz..i feel so silly..y am i unable to stop thinkin abt u?..are u worth it?
i let those who really love me for who i am go..jus bcos of u..
is it worth it,i often think..givin all these up for someone who treats me like shit..someone who makes me cry..someone who makes me feel so lonely inside..someone whom ive only met for one day..yes..its true tt u liked me b4...but i noe all e things u said were lies..u were lyin,werent u?y mus u do this to me?..n y am i so silly?
i keep tellin myself to let u go..n tt u haf ur reasons for not talkin to me..but i jus cant do it..wad am i to do?

SWL..tell me wad i should do?are u worth me givin up all these things?
prob one day i will find someone who really loves me..
but for now..i would like to thank u for all e memories u gave me..e time we sat at mac watchin aden tease jacq..all e things u said to me online..all e time when i teased u abt jacq..
prob if i could turn back time..it would haf been so memorable..

to C:
im sorry for always hurtin u..pls forgive me..i noe tt u are very nice to me..but ive fallen in love with someone i shouldnt love..thanks for all tt uve done for me..hope tt u will find someone u really love n someone who really loves u...im really sorry..
to A:
u are really sweet..but im jus not e one for u..im glad tt u haf stopped likin me..i hope tt u will find some1 who really appreciates u..thanks for everything..im sorry for always hurtin u too..pls forgif me..

SWL..argh..i hate u..i hate u for not talkin to me..argh..wad am i to do..wad issit tt i like abt u?i jus dunno..hope tt u are happy..wherever u are..n i hope tt u will do well in Os..all e best to u..

well..Os were easier than expected..i haf confidence tt i will do well..YEAH..