God is LOVE <3

Posted 1:53 AM | Tuesday, January 05, 2010

im in a i-want-to-blog mood.
so much so that as i lay on my bed and am abt to slp,
i decided to turn on my laptop to blog.
and its 2+am!!!!!

there are groups of ppl i want to thank even as i look back at 2009
and go forward into 2010..

dajie,erjie,korkor....

even though you guys may be in NUS,u nv fail to check up on me.
i feel so loved and doted upon.
everytime u all call me xiaomei,it puts a smile on my face...

DAJIE,though it seems like on the surface we are not close to one another
but ure the one i share everything with.ure the one i can talk abt everything under the sun with.
ure the one whom i know i can connect with and just pour out my worries to.
i remember the bus ride from esplanade.i remember the late night calls:):)

ERJIE, ure the one whom i can connect with,remember the taboo game we played
how well we knew each other.its the late night stayovers and the HTHT that i miss:)
u were there when i fell and u were there to pick me up :):)

KORKOR, ure the one who always smses me and msn me askin me how im doin
ure the one who really really dotes on me like im your own sister. and everytime u go "xiaomei", i know that u will always be there to watch out for me.though you always talk nonsense, but u have a heart that truly cares :):)

i remember how it got to the 4 of us.dajie,erjie,korkor and me.and i marvel at how this closeness btw us developed.arguments are soon settled.bcos of one thing we have in common.one thing that will nv fade.and that is God's love. whatever happens, we know we have each other's back and we know that we will nv let go of each other.bcos God loves us and we love God:):)

next group, JACQ AND ELI

yes, you guys make me smile from inside out. elisha and his stupid jokes,jacq w her cute antics:)
8yrs(eli) and 6yrs(jacq) of friendship and still counting.
its not easy but we got thru it.
disagreements happen but we solved it.
i really look back at how close we have become and i really thank God for it.
i really really enjoy your company and i loved that late night stayover at my house.
you guys are really the closest closest friends i have ever had.
so much so that i felt so comfortable and i bet u guys too when u guys stayed over.
being there for me and always by my side when im feeling down.
we know each other's story inside out.
and we know each other inside out.
i love the HTHT:D:D
i hope this friendship lasts forever and ever and ever.
love love<3 my closest friends.

life in uni will never be the same without them.
THE LIL ZOO:D

the random meetings.the events that we go for tgt.the laughter u all bring.the stayover and dinner/lunch@elva's.the smile that you bring to my face:D:D
uni life will never be the same.its bcos of u guys that this UB life is filled with so much more colours.we know that we will always have each other's back. even thru the things that are happening in each other's lives.we are there for each other.

and yes,
hamster-me
pig-jasmine
cat-dajung
monkey-wailreng
bear-elva
giraffe-eileen
chameleon-rebecca
koala-jaeyoung
zookeeper-chris....

we all make up the zoo and the zoo will not be the same without anyone of us.
we're here for one another.here's to many more days spent with u guys.and many more yrs of friendship.and the meetups even when we're married and have kids.
:D:D

and...YES.
my spiritual buddy...
BENJAMIN TAY BINMING

i remember the bus ride when u first entered UB.
that was when we got to know each other better.
fighting for God even while studying in UB.
everytime i feel like giving up,its you who tells me not to.
bcos we're fighting this battle tgt.
CHARGE ON BUFFALO!!!
i know ive been very disobedient recently but dun worry,i will be back on my feet with God.
i will.bcos we're all in this race and whoever slows down is a tortoise.
i dont wanna be a tortoise.
thanks for being there during the toughest times.
and im glad i helped u thru yours too.
ive seen how uve helped liyin and christina settle in UB.
and the secrets that we share.
you are always so full of nonsense.
BUT...full of passion for God too.
really really full of passion.
ure the one who knows me best.scolding me when i turn away frm God.
teaching me the right things to do.
i wanna be in this tgt with u,liyin,christina and jonlim.
and who knows,one day we might have a UB community in HOPE:):)
lets make that happen.
lets run this race tgt.and i mean tgt.no one gets left behind.
thanks best friend.
thank you.
this almost one yr of friendship and counting.
spiritual buddies til the endddd.
(heh heh heh..i really hope u marry *ahem*)
lets charge onnnnnnn fellow buffalo....

and how can i ever forget this someone special in my life.
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
someone who is there with me thru the darkest days of my life.
someone who never lets me go no matter how bad ive been.
someone who loves me but wants nth in return.
someone who loves me so much that he sent His one and only Son to die on the cross.
he is none other than GOD:):)
the one who holds my future.
the one who decides my future and the one who is there for me whether rain or shine.
no matter what happens
He is the One who hears my cries in the middle of the night.
He is the One who makes this life worth living.
He is the One who forgives all sins.
He is the One who is above all things.
....
He is the one who can fill this emptiness in my heart.
the God-shaped hole that only He can fill.
...
how foolish i have been to run away from Him.
and now i really wanna run back to Him.
and say..
God,im sorry,will you take control of my life again???

i thank God for 2009.
and i know that 2010 will be a great yr ahead.
bcos God has so many plans for me.

i thank God for the ppl in my life..
my family.
those mentioned above.
and not forgetting...
stella
val
loo
jassy
shepherdy liyi
my cg members
my unit members.

I LOVE YOU ALLL:D:D:D
2010.here i come!!!!!:)

God,i pray you'll provide a miracle