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happy bdae, 5717L
Posted 6:00 PM | Friday, September 23, 2005

happy bdae..u r 16 already..haiz..last yr i still remember tt u were still talkin to me n even told me tt u burnt ur finger..but i guess this yr its diff..u really dun wanna talk to me..even when i say happy bdae, all u said was thanks..n only said so so la..when i asked u abt prelims..but i guess i was happy..at least i noe tt we are still frens..

me n dee are in e same boat in e exactly same situation..5717L doesnt talk to me bcos of studies..n so is _ _..haiz..n we are irritated by e guys who used to like us...no wonder we are sisters..haha..

went to bugis today..was reminded of e time when u n aden sat there n waited for us to come..saw e seat at Mac where we used to sit..haiz..remember e time when we shook hands b4 u all needed to leave..remmeber e road we walked..
but i guess its all over..n i noe tt things cannot be how it was..but i will wait for u..bcos i noe tt there is sth special abt u..n i wanna noe more..

i remember u wanted to noe me better when u liked me..n tried to make me like u..now tt i like u,y are u backin away..u said tt u r droppin e chase..will things be e same after Os?..or iS Os jus an excuse..haiz..

i guess i will let God decide my future..cos my future is in His hands..hopin tt u will talk to me like u used to after Os..i really do miss u..i really do..
jus like e times u used to say u miss me..n i will forgive u..jus likle how u used to forgif me..haiz..memories always flow back..

ytd nite, i found out tt Nel actually used to like me too..when i liked him..haiz..y am i such a loser?..e ppl i like actually liked me..haiz..i guess fate really plays a big part..first its Am. then its Ne. then its 5717L..Y????????..3 ppl whom i liked liked me..FATE!!!..y r playin such a game wif me?...when will i get e guy i wan..haiz..

well..i really wanna wish 5717L a very happy bdae..wishin u e best in ur future endeavours..all e best for ur Os n hope tt u will talk to me after Os..i miss u..my love for u will nv change..take care n stay happy 4eva..be my best fren 4eva!!..frenz4eva..keep smilin..missin u...(("v"))

HAPPY BDAE 5717L...........HAPPY BDAE TO U........

5717L is dead?
Posted 5:20 PM | Monday, September 12, 2005

i really dunno wad i should do..i tried my best to forget u..but it seems so impossible..i dunno whether J likes W..haiz..ive told myself time n time again to stop lovin u..but it seems so impossible..y do i keep holdin on to dreams tt are impossible..its true tt we used to haf a very good frenship..but all u said were lies..i wonder if i should eva trust u again?..u said tt even though u r givin up e chase,u wud still be my fren..but is this e way u talk to a fren?...so bu shuang..haiz..

today was prelims..sci practical..hope i can do well..

hope tt i will still be able to talk to u after Os..thinkin of u..