God is LOVE <3

betrayed.
Posted 8:20 PM | Thursday, August 30, 2007

.BETRAYED.

have been enjoying myself these past few weeks.
have been gg for cg(:
wheee.
im so happy to finally be part of e family.
have really drifted ever since i left shss.
YAY(:
shuning's happy.
shuning feels so close to God now(:

to e sad part.
I FOUND OUT THAT I HAVE BEEN BETRAYED.
by someone really close to me.
we quarrelled in e past.
and werent on really good terms.
then there was one day i lost my wallet.
i found out that she was e one who took it.
and spread it all ard sch.
i got back my IC and ezlink.
but e rest were lost.
how could she?
i cried buckets and got a scolding from my dad and had to make a police report.
haiz.
betrayal is e worst kinda feeling.

jus came back from cg.
YIPEEEE(:
i love my cg mates(:

when you're gone.
Posted 6:18 PM | Saturday, August 18, 2007

.DEPRESSED.

When you're gone-avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were
Yeah, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do
I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

ben lai-tong en

下雨了　
站在玻璃门里头
并没有　
总是挂念著我　
你带著伞来接我
夜晚了　
只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽著烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚　
太任性的我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去　
雨伞和雨衣不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后　
来不及了
手写的留言对象已经不会是我
停雨了　
不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候　
还是不太想走
太晚了　
只能坐计程车
为什么想念著摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣　
不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后　
来不及了
长长的简讯对象已经不会是我
走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿著导盲砖试著假装　
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点　
该几点回到家
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去　
雨伞和雨衣　
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后　
来不及了
对不起长大太慢　
害你遗失了我
抱歉　
让你白费了这么多

had maths fac test on fri.
haiz.
sometimes i really feel like giving up.
why is this road so long and tiring?
why did i even choose this JC route?
im falling apart.
my heart is falling apart.
its getting tired.
its getting heavy.
I WANNA GIVE UP.
i cant stand it anymore.
will someone extend a hand and pull me up?
help me to stand on my feet again.
=(((((((((((((((((((((

ANYONE WANNA WATCH "SECRET" WITH ME????

im beginning to like chem(:

happy national day.
Posted 7:23 PM | Thursday, August 09, 2007

HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!(:

and MM LEE,
you will be my idol forever!(:

i love you SINGAPORE!!

shall update another day!!(:

Posted 7:42 PM | Friday, August 03, 2007

.THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU.

woah.this week has been an eventful week.

many things running thru my head.

mugging in sch with naz and kingkong.

and celebrated stella's bdae at swensens!!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETIE PIE!!(:

grow up hor.19 alr.heehee

080806.

the special day.

its nearing one yr.

but so many things have happened.

the boy i loved has changed.

i noe we cannot turn back time.

now that you're gone.

whats left of us is memories.

thank you for teaching me so much.

thank you for teaching me how to love.

thank you for everything.

one day someone else special will come into my life.

and he will occupy the space you once occupied.

goodbye.

080807 will just be another normal day.

made so many new friends(:

too many to be named!!(:

but you ppl noe who u are(:

grandpa is at my house now.

cos daddy cooked.

YAY.

good food.

jus had tuition today.

CHEMISTRY JUS DRAINED ALL MY BRAINS AWAY!!(:

omg.the mango drink at mcafe rawks!!(:

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

im gonna die soon.

someone prepare a coffin for me please!!

post picts another time.

lazy to upload from camera!!(:

im such a pig :(

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!(: