God is LOVE <3

Posted 12:46 AM | Friday, December 19, 2008

went for district meet on wed.
God spoke to me.
i really set my heart to be the sister that my sister will turn to when shes having problems.
the sister that she knows will be there for her everytime.
the sister who protects her.

no more the sister who asks her to get out of her room.
no more the sister who flares up over small lil things.
no more the sister who squabbles with her on hols.

this time,im gonna help her ace her PSLEs=)
am putting into action this one month scheme.
ask me if you wanna know more.

but GOSH.today is the first day and it really tested my patience.
stayed at home cos daddy had to go meet his frens.
supposed to meet korkor and jie and the rest.
but decided to stay home afterall.
it really really really tested my patience.
and i mean REALLY!
spend one day with my sister and your vessels can burst.
butbutbut.
I SURVIVED.
and i managed to keep my temper.
the day ended with her apologising to me abt what happened b4.
and us hugging and then a small talk.

really really glad:)

and i guess this time that we will be away on hol,
God wants to test me.
ARGH.
its gonna be tough,but im gonna do it!

no more hostility,
cos everytime i am hostile,i build a wall btw me and her.
that will take ages to break down.

YESYESYES.
(sings:i will survive.i will survive)

sorry guys,
have been really really busy.
sorry for haven being able to meet up with so many ppl.
and haven been joining my frens for so many events.
=)
do forgive me!:)

enjoy ur hols,guys!
MISS ME!
and dont forget my xmas presents!
HAHA.

MERRY MERRY XMAS IN ADVANCE!

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